I must be blind;
There has to be a reason I left her behind.
To say that feelings aren't the same;
Who is to blame?
I never wanted this to happen;
I never thought this would happen.
There is still no one else i want;
For me there will be no love hunt.

Sad Sad Song

The hardest thing you will ever have to do
Is telling that special someone you don't want them when they want you.
It brings pain and many tears;
Especially if you have been together for over a year.
You think you're doing the right thing,
Even when it feels so wrong.
Your heart starts to scream;
When you want it to be singing a love song.
You hope everything will work out in the end;
But who really knows when certain feelings will come again?

Core Algebra 1, what a class;
It is the farthest thing from Sunday Mass.
They scream, they fight, they dont do anything;
They just do not care about peoples feelings.
Except for a select few of course;
Those students show remorse.
Now i know teaching will not be in my future,
That is the only thing i think the class for.

I know it's Tuesday I hope that is okay.
I would like to not be resented in any way.
Cut me some slack I am a senior,
Plus spring break and graduation are all i am ready for.
Do not think i don't live life in the moment,
I love every minute, always striving to augment.
Love drives me crazy in the best way possible.
It is a great thing, it makes you feel unstoppable.
Take a peak and you will find,
that love is a feeling of its' own kind.

Another Monday, another day at school.
Another day to sleep, another day to be cool.
This weekend was long, this weekend was great.
If i drove to school today i would be late.
I want to sleep in and dream longer.
This day will soon be a blur.
Multimodal essay still not complete.
I hope to finish it this week.
The Mondays are decreasing rapidly.
In a few months the Mondays will no longer be.
Graduation is this year you know.
Some things will never be the same, like snow.
But then there is college so i will still be in school.
I just won't be as cool.

So many snow days in a row, back to school tomorrow we go.
A part of me left today, my love, she went away.
what to do what to do, being without her I am not used to.
Valentine's Day is coming up soon, some advice, get her a diamond necklace and heart-shaped balloons.
Our first day back might feel weird, everyone probably grew out a beard.
I'm scared for tomorrow? to sleep i don't wanna' go.
Let's hope it goes well, let's hope tomorrow does not cast monday's spell.

Computer Failure

I had a poem but it all got deleted, im so heated.
I apologize if this message gets you down, i would hate to see you frown.
My computer upsets me, greatly, i want to slam it in to a tree.
I think im going to get sick, next week be sure to give my blog a click.